Get Out

You don’t want to see my face that’s what I heard
It was so sudden and you flew like a bird
My heart ache and tears roll down my cheeks
Can’t find the tool to make the broke -> fix

You made me think what I should not
And now I hate myself for that
Unsatisfied is the feeling isn't it?
Despite everything I did, I can never be worth it.

Your love is like gold but I am a trash
Not even worth some petty cash
I’m such a dupe that I believed on happiness
Only fairy tales can turn a frog into a princess

I once told myself to stop dreaming
I once was hurt because I allowed a feeling
The one that feels like heaven at the beginning
Yet falls into a terrible ending

But then you came along and so I thought
Happiness is a right so for it I fought
I enjoyed the game for victory I thought was mine
But I end up striving to be fine

Heartbreak again obfuscate my days
Heartache it is that saddens my face
It worries me now upon knowing that the cure
Is the same person who caused the pain so difficult to endure

I’m on my sheets as I cry myself to sleep
Trying hard to put away the hurt that’s so deep
I’ll soon end these self-pity, self-destructive depression
But for now, let me feel and cry till my tears have mended my heart’s lesion

Unfair

I said nothing to stop you go
You want your freedom that’s all I know
I'm perplexed on why do you have to leave me
I need you baby can’t you see?

I smile but deep inside I'm dying
I want to show you I can go on living
But I'm deeply hurt that you bid me goodbye
Were the sweet words all lies?

How can you do this when you promised me forever
That you’ll always stay and leave me never
I never thought this pain could be possible
Am I worthy of this ache so undesirable?

You were my source of strength when I was on my knees
When I was troubled you gave me peace
An inspiration that’s what you are
Yet now my dear, you've gone so far

I want you to know that to me you mean so much
To the extent that my worries would drain in a single touch
But goodbye is what I get with what I give
Its so unfair and this would take time to forgive.

And just I case you want me back
Be so sure you’ll fill what you lack
But that seem close to never
And this pain I bet is forever.

Recipient Of My Love

As my eyes open when morning came,
I can’t think of reasons or of who to blame,
Of why have I loved you as much as this,
You own the whole of my heart, not just a piece.

Knowing that too much of everything is bad,
I did something that made me feel sad.
I tried avoiding you for quite sometime,
But I end up missing you all the time.

I didn’t mean to feel this way.
And upon realizing that this is true,
Never did I pray that you’ll feel the same way too.
‘Coz what I said was “I LOVE YOU” not “LOVE ME TOO”.

But if your heart will learn to love a “ME”,
It isn’t only then that I would truly be happy.
Forever thankful that someone who seem to be everything,
Had looked down and loved someone who seems nothing.

I never do know if this is wrong or right,
But I want you to know that I’m never giving up the fight.
Because if having you for a lifetime is what I’ll get,
I’ll fight for this love even after my 9th life’s death.

This may sound extremely corny as it is,
The world might even mock at me for this,
But that would be something for me to be proud of,
Since you’re the recipient of what I call LOVE

Not Forever

Will you ever know?
That I love you from head to toe?
I loved you since before.
And now, I love you even more.

You fill in my emptiness,
And I meet happiness.
You brought me joy each day
Never thought you’d come my way

Not knowing you’re already taken
By somebody who’s good at fakin’
She would only make you cry
And after hug you goodbye.

Don’t worry coz I’m here
There’s nothing for you to fear.
Though I’m not the one you need,
I won’t leave you weeping like a kid.

You’re someone I really love
But somebody I never could have.
When will this feeling be over?
Hoping this isn’t forever.

Tagdon Sad Unta

Wa na jud ko kasabot
Nagsige nlang ko og pangambot
Ang gibati ko dha kanimo
May untag tagdon mo.

Gihigugma gyud tika
Ikaw og wa nay lain pa.
Tanan akong buhaton
Para ikaw magmalipayon.

Gugmang gi … nikalit lang og tungaNiabot bisag wla imbitaha
Ayaw intawn iitsapuwera
Ang gugma kong gigasa

Ikaw lang ang perming gihandumBuntag, udto og bisan pag mahapon
Ikaw ang kinabuhi ko
Kung wa ka, mag-unsa nman lang ko..

Never Again

The night is now deep
But still I can’t sleep
Thinking about the quarrel we had
Hoping you aren’t mad

I want to say forgive me
My conscience bugging me
It’s all my fault I know
But please just don’t go.

My life will be useless
For without you, it’s meaningless
Living without you is emptiness
And that would mean ‘hopelessness’.

I’m sorry for what I’ve done
Believe me, you’re my only one.
Let’s start it over
I promise to hurt you never.

Impossible

You broke my young heart.
When you said we’d rather be apart.
How could this be true?
Can anyone give me a clue?

Before, you said you love me so
But having me now is a no
Heartache, I felt inside
Loneliness, I just can’t hide.

I notice you’re now happy
Enjoying life with somebody
You’re heart seem like a steel
Not even minding of what I feel.

And now I’m all alone
Doing things on my own
Trying to forget all about you
Which seems impossible for me to do.

Don't Make Me Leave

I thought I’m going to lose you today

You said I’d only be hurt then you pushed me away

After all we talked about, you’ll just quit?

Did you forget that you and I are the perfect fit?

You told me I’d better be with your friend

And that my happiness is what you intend

But I just don’t understand why you said that in spite

You’re giving me up without a god damn fight.

Your judgment is deliberately wrong

But then I thought I’d just ride along

Because I abhor hearing you speak in intense worry

That we can never be, but you know, I’m in no hurry

I can and I will wait for you

No matter what it is that you have to do

I understand your responsibilities

Remember, I will support you will all these.

I cried with confusion with what you said

First you were insensitively pushing me away

Then cried that without me you’d rather be dead

Now do you want me to stay?

Everyone was worried about you

You were crying hard and I didn’t know what to do

So I said “Shall we try to make this work?”

Then you answered “Please stay” with a smirk.

Of course I want to be with your forever

I didn’t even think about leaving ever

My thoughts are with you and I hope you’d believe

That being your princess makes me very pleased.

So I am asking you my prince please

To be the love that won’t make me leave

I won’t allow you to be “the one that got away”

But if you go, I’ll love you with all that I am anyway.

Composed on September 30, 2012
Edited and Finalized October 6, 2012

This poem is inspired by someone I don't want to lose.
And, I never would want to.
Someone more precious than a Gem to me.
-Enms-

Jesus Christ

Let this be the my First Blog

Wrote this from years past.

To God be the glory. 

JC, my master and king

The reason why I’m here

He is my everything

There’s nothing that I fear

 

Powerful yet humble He is

Merciful to those who sin

To Him the Father is pleased

In times of trouble, it’s to him that I lean.

 

Unlike the earthly leaders

Who got servants and slaves

He treat us is sisters and brothers

He’s the one that truly saves.

 

He never thinks of himself first

But on pouring out his selfless love

Not minding the pain and the thirst

And now he’s guiding us from above.